frank page interview at geek-news.mtv.com
my good buddy sean kleefeld did an interview with me concerning the impending possible end of the strip.
wednesday morning courage…
Just needed to give myself a little Wednesday morning courage. Seemed like today would be as good a time as any. Too bad that I’m wearing this under three other layers of clothing…nevertheless, at least I know it’s there.
If you want your own 100% cotton badge of courage, slip over to the shop.
thank you…a return of respect…
thank you everyone for this support… it may sound funny, but i really and truly didn’t expect this unbelievable response…the strips that start running today were completed over a month ago… in order to maintain the continuity of the strip, my final decision will have to be made this week…as this week would be the week i would start work on the january 2, 2012 strip…
in other words, if there is no strip on january 2, you know what i have decided.
if i didn’t care what my readers thought, or i had a disdain for the comic strip genre, i would have just ended the run without any prior warning. but doing that would be a disservice to those of you who’ve invested so much into what i do. it would also be disrespectful to the artform that has been my voice for all of my adult life.
i feel the strips i’ve done for the month of december 2011 are some of my finest work. i approached them as though they would be my last. again, i have not decided one way or another if they will be…but better safe than sorry, right?
i’ve always prided myself on being brutally honest in my work. whatever wart i have, you see. whatever shortcoming i have as a human being, you see. that won’t change.
this is the hardest decision i’ve ever had to make. how can you say goodbye to your best friend?
before anything, read this…
i guess you can surmise by reading today’s strip that the end is on my mind. it’s been on my mind since last year…knowing that the 10th anniversary of bob was approaching in 2012. i don’t think many people know what really goes into making this strip…both physically, mentally and any other words that end with the suffix -ly.
when i started this strip back in 2002, i did it for two reasons. i wanted to draw a comic strip that i could dedicate myself to… not a comic that i did 24 samples of and mailed off to a syndicate, a strip that was me. up to that point in my life/career, i didn’t have that. i said i wanted to do that, but i didn’t have that. maybe the dedication wasn’t there, maybe i just wasn’t ready–either way, i was determined to create something that i could continue to draw no matter what… a strip that would grow with me and shape itself into whatever i wanted to do.
the second reason was…i wanted a friend. now, i don’t mean i was lonely, i just mean that i was alone an awful lot…some of my own doing, some out of my control. i wanted someone to talk to, someone i could bounce ideas off of… in other words, i wanted to create a solid character… one that would be set in motion and go his/her own way. in 2002, bob was a just a bunch of sketchbook scratchings…that changed once i gave him a voice. once he had a voice, he came alive…the first time anything like that ever happened to me. i knew that i would draw this guy for a long time.
only problem is, i didn’t know how long “a long time” would be. fast forward 10 years. life was rolling me like a pair of dice. engagement, marriage, separation, divorce…abandoning my life in search of who knows what…moving, studying for my master’s degree, buying a house, falling in love, learning how to fix things…both real and emotional, becoming a father figure and example…and just plain living… all that…through all that, bob was there with me. there in my highest highs and lowest lows. during the process of getting my MFA, through constant explanation and defense of every line i’ve ever drawn, i realized that being a cartoonist is who i am. i’m not anything else but that.
that’s when it hit me.
is there something i missed in the last 10 years? no doubt. can i go back to see what that may have been? not without doc brown and a flux capacitor. is the strip everything it could be? who knows? financially it could be better, but the revenue was always a secondary thing to me. i have a day job. would i like bob to be my day job? sure. can i afford to spend more time trying to see if that is possible? i don’t know.
do i love drawing this strip? words have yet to be devised that can accurately measure how much i love this strip. it’s in my dna. it’s everything and then some. it has even literally saved my life once.
if you have love, if you have passion, the rest will follow. it’s that rest that i want to try and figure out. do i need to end a long time love affair in order to find that? i don’t know. that’s where i am at this point. over the course of the next month, you will be an observer in my thought process, my thinking, my meditations over this huge decision.